Eugene:  Hello, Umi, could you say something about my absence of doubts? Though, the very fact that I'm writing to you shows there could be a doubt, but I decided to write anyway.
Thank you.

Umi: Yes, there is doubt here.  But doubt is the gift by which you will discover Truth.  Belief is the enemy of Truth.  Belief is the road to unconsciousness.  Drop all beliefs.  Go on doubting.  With doubt, you will want to discover for yourself.  With doubt you will want to find out.  With doubt you will not accept beliefs, you will not fall into the stupidity of accepting the story, the beliefs.  You will want to experience for yourself.  And this work is only experiential Çöexperiencing directly.  The Master works individually with each person, taking them into an experience ,a direct experience, so that they know.  So keep doubting.  And with your doubts, walk into the unknown, take a risk, be adventurous.  This work is only for the courageous. 

Love
Umi